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Morality in the Mud: My First Reckoning with “Paths of Glory” I remember the first time I watched “Paths of Glory,” the taste of mud in my mouth was almost real. Kubrick doesn’t so much invite you into the trenches as shove you down among the rats and the screaming men. For me, the film’s … Read more
I find my mind inevitably returning to a rainy afternoon when I first encountered Pather Panchali. I was barely in my twenties, caught in that peculiar space between adolescence and adulthood, perpetually searching for stories that reflected life’s small details in ways Hollywood seldom did. I remember how the entire house seemed to hush as … Read more
Wandering the Empty Highways of the Soul There’s something about Travis’s silent walk out of the desert that always unsettles me. The opening images of “Paris, Texas” don’t just introduce a lost man—they conjure the ache of wandering through one’s own life as if it were a scorched, inhospitable landscape. I can never shake the … Read more
There are only a handful of films that have taken me by complete surprise from the very first frame, and Bong Joon-ho’s “Parasite” sits atop that list. The memory of watching it for the first time—utterly unspoiled, plunged into its shifting tones—remains vivid. I remember the sensation of gradual unease, the delight in observing small … Read more
I Could Never Forget That First Flicker: My Introduction to Lulu There’s a moment in Pandora’s Box, somewhere between Louise Brooks’s sidelong glance and the flick of her bobbed hair, when I realized I was not simply watching a film but being watched by it. That sense of being caught in Lulu’s gaze—of her effortless … Read more
Childhood tales never quite left me. Even as an adult, the boundary between fairy stories and bitter history seems porous, permeable. When I first watched “Pan’s Labyrinth,” it struck an unspoken chord deep within—a tangle of innocence and brutality that felt uniquely personal. I remember sitting transfixed, alternately dreading and craving each turn, as if … Read more
Shadows That Never Disperse: My Encounter with “Out of the Past” I still remember the first time I watched “Out of the Past”—not as a passive spectator but as someone who felt the film pressing in on me, the way fog clings to a ruined pier at dawn. There’s something about Jacques Tourneur’s 1947 noir … Read more
I first encountered “Our Hospitality” on a battered 16mm print projected at a midnight screening in an old repertory theater—one of those places that still smelled faintly of nitrate, dust, and bygone laughter. What drew me in—against more illustrious silent comedies vying for my affection—was how unassumingly bold it felt. This was Buster Keaton fighting … Read more
The Mirror That Refuses to Lie From my first viewing of Jean Cocteau’s Orpheus, I felt like I’d stumbled upon a dream that kept mutating the longer I stared. The film’s opening—a poet sitting at a café, awash in trivial rivalries—struck me as both mundane and fantastical, a tone that never leaves the film. It’s … Read more
There’s a photograph on my desk, a black-and-white portrait of two sisters, their hands intertwined, caught somewhere in that half-world between dignity and desperation. It could be a still from “Orphans of the Storm,” where I find myself drawn back, not just by the grandeur of its set pieces or the gravity of its historical … Read more
